[Concupiscence]

I can't imagine not wanting to be friends with the people I swing with, even if it never happens. I am just wired to be attracted to people that I respect and like. So far it hasn't happened that way (in my 2.5 opportunities) but I didn't dislike them. I am a tomboy as well and have been all of my life, entering into this lifestyle has allowed me to appreciate being feminine. I find myself WANTING to dress sexy and girly where before I wore work boots, jeans, and t-shirts all the time. I desperately wish that I could tell my vanilla friends about these new experiences and the changes that are occurring within me and my relationship with my husband. I simply cannot wait to make friends with a couple that we swing with, even if it were to end up as a platonic friendship.