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I don't know if anyone else has this problem, but i really don't want to swing. My b/f swang with his wife and wants to do it with me, we have swung with a couple of males, but no penetration(tg) the only reason i do it is for him, i tryed to tell him that it wasn't for me but he didn't talk to me for a week. Maybe if he thought that sex with me was special and not just a f***, i sometimes don't know why he is with me..when he could just go out and have anyone he wants...no strings. recently he started talking to a cpl that is into full swap...that i definatly don't want. i think that he just wants permission to cheat. can someone help me get into the right mind frame for this...if i don't do it he will leave me..he says no...but eventually he will...i just want him to love me.. thanks for any help you can give...