Oh mY, can I relate. I think no matter how big ( or small) you are you worry about your weight. In your case as far as I am concern there is nothing harder then losing weight and what is funny is the thin person is the first to tell you how easy it is to lose weight lol, to them i say eat sh_t. It would be nice if in the swing world you could get to know them personaly, to see what a great person you are under there, but it doesn't work like that. Keep your head up cause, it will come around sooner or later if you keep on tryin and fun will be had by all. If you were here hubby and I would swing with you. Cause good Times are Good Times. Keep on goin, Its comin. Terrie