[L&R]

R: My...My...Goldylox has been on the computer while I showering this morning. Ok, the only thing I'm upset with is the revealing of my ex's name and age. Ok..let me try to translate what she meant and damage control..She wasn't calling ME a loser...Just the last long line of pimple faced boyfriends she's had. Seems they all had on thing in common...they had a pretty girl and were determined to keep her "in line" by whatever means necessary. In short, all her would-be "prince charmings" all turned into PIGS in due time. She's wondering If I'm going to be the same. She's wondering if I'm going to just "use" her n this lifestyle thing, if we start this at all. Yes, she's approaching this for all the wrong reasons..and it would only take about 1 minute with a couple to "test" me! What she doesn't understand is YES I do feel jealousy and the longer I'm "with" her the more these feelings and Love will grow. The difference between me and pimple face nimrod#5 is I've learned to use those feelings of jealousy CONSTRUCTIVELY! To make sex better and each time i feel that way ..it just reminds me of how much I adore my partner. As for all this "not being on the same page" I agree, I agree, I agree. But, I don't believe in the Christian Concept of Marrage i.e. man and woman shall be of one flesh, one mind. Speak in one voice. etc. She's free to speak her mind anytime she feels, and although we might not AGREE it's a damn interesting way to pass the time. Getting there (on the same page) is half the fun. And making up is FUN! Now let's let this one die.....I win it's too early to put up a profile.