Hi and Welcome to the board!!! You have gotten some wonderful advice from Alura!!! Stick around and check out the board. If nothing else, you might get an understanding of what the lifestyle is like. But ultimately, if its not for you, its not for you. And you SO should respect that...in this lifestyle there are 2 concrete rules.....#1 Communicate with your SO and #2 NO means just that, NO. Good luck to you, and if you have any questions, please feel free to ask
Jenn and James