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Originally Posted by twobears  This lifestyle does not have room for malice in your heart, only happiness because of the love and honestity and trust you feel for your darling husband!! Good Luck!! |
We had another very long talk.He is not ready to even begin thinking about this again.It annoys me he isnt"ready"????? he has already done it.What does he need to get ready for? Sitting back and watching me play???
But I thought about your advice and the advice of everyone on the board.Honestly I am not quite sure of my motives at this point.I am even less sure of his resistance.But one thing I am sure of.I respect and love my Husband and I value our marriage.So although I am pouting and feeling "cheated" out of my experience i have agreed to table the discussion until he comes home in 8 months
.So for now i will stay on the board gathering as much info as i can,examining my motives and re-connecting with my partner in life.(But i am still pouting
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