 Re: Emotions to swinging......what were yours?
One thing that came to mind (sorry if this has been mentioned elsewhere)
Our first mfm experience Mrs kept looking at me as if concerned about what I was thinking or feeling, so much so I could tell she wasn't enjoying herself fully.
We talked at great length that night after we were alone, and I expressed to her I wanted her to disconnect from me, totally get into the moment with the other guy. I wanted her to fully release and enjoy herself. It meant more to me to see the pleasure in her face and actions than for her to be worried about me.
I wanted her to disconnect from me because we always come back together at the end and after the other guy leaves, then we stay up talking about how great it was. I want her to give me every detail as if she was talking to her best girlfriend, I want to know if she had the best sex ever, and what was better about it. after all I know there will always be some one that can do things better than me, and if she lets me know about it then I can become her best. If she were to keep that from me and make me believe I was the best when I wasn't then the other guy will always be better.
On our second encounter she was able to experience her first orgasm with intercourse, it was AMAZING to watch, I even helped hold her legs up.
Now she has no problems letting go and instead of a look of worry she gives me a look of thanks, of 'you're amazing' , and 'I'm so lucky this is awesome' ... we have a lot of eye contact but it's sensual and reassures ourselves that we are sharing each other in a much higher level. |