Having read a bunch of posts, on this board and others, from people who have experienced bad aftereffects, I've tried to think through pretty thoroughly about how I'm likely to react. I know it's gonna be a wild emotional roller coaster ride, and I'll need to control the fear and jealousy and rage while I ride out the big wave of unbelievably intense sexual excitement.
In our first phone conversation my wife's fuck-buddy-to-be asked me several questions, including how did I think I could handle the Green Monster? I wrote a long letter in response (I'd consider posting it here, but it might be too long -- about four printed pages -- what is the length limit for posting here?) and, in writing it, it forced me to think through some heavy issues. One of the issues I thought about most was what kind of limits should we impose on the relationship between him and my wife. I ultimately decided that
as long as my wife is enjoying it, there should be no limits at all!
I know that opens the door wide to all sorts of things including, for example, my wife telling him, right in front of me, how much better his cock feels inside her than mine does. But that's OK, because why are we bringing an outside stunt cock into our relationship if not to make my lady feel better and more satisfied than she ever has before. I'd be disappointed if he wasn't bigger, harder, and longer lasting than me. I'd be disappointed if he didn't know a bunch of new sexual tricks that will send my wife into complete ecstasy. I mean, if he can't satisfy her more than I do, then what's the point? I figure the hotter and more intense her experience with him is, the hotter and more intense our own lovemaking will be for the coming weeks and months -- and how can I not love that thought.
Do these thoughts make sense to other people?
Does anybody want me to try posting that long letter?