Hi, it's Mrs. SBcpl here, as promised, to share a few closing thoughts on this thread...
B's posts have been a labor of love. I consider his description of our MFM as a love letter to me. He accurately captured many of my emotions, thoughts, and intense pleasures throughout our big event.
I knew that B wanted this to happen for the l-o-o-o-ngest time. I really wanted it too. He gave me the freedom and permission to experience another lover. I accepted this and felt comfortable with both his and my desires. Therefore I gave myself permission to unlock some doors and unleash my own passions, desires, feelings and physical pleasures. I, too, surprised myself with the emotional depth and intensity that I experienced. But I know myself well enough that, in a way, it was not surprising. All three of us had accepted and communicated openly about what we all wanted to do together. This made it very exciting, because I was about to experience many new, different, wonderful, overwhelming, and delicious pleasures.
I was able to do what I knew B wanted me to do—be totally "with" C. And I also was able to act on my own impulses without feeling guilty. The whole time we showered each other with love.
I embraced that "it was what it was" for those hours. It was a different level of emotional and physical love. I knew I would have B to love me even more than before, and I him. I would go home with B, not C. In other words I was capable of separating the different aspects of my feelings and just had fun.
The camera flashes... I was aware of the camera as "B Was The Camera". The flashes were his hot touches and raw emotions popping off like thunder claps. As the flashes enveloped me I knew they were bouncing back to B. I knew he was seeing me in my throes of passion and witnessing my rainbow of emotions and physical delights. Even today seeing the pictures evokes strong memories of the intense mental and physical feelings of the original moments.
The whole experience was wonderful and, in a strange way, I feel more full as a person, as I think most of us might not be aware of how much we have to give each other. What a nice way to share.
Both B and I have more than a special smile for C and will remain Swing Lifestyle buddies with him, we hope, for a long time.
Thank you for reading this long thread and I hope that all of you have, or will have, as much fun as we did in our first MFM and in writing and responding to all of you.
Not the end, but just the beginning...
~ A ~