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Here's the story, in all the 13 years we've been married I never had an orgasm. i always just faked it. i enjoyed the cuddling but strict upbringing i didn't think i could enjoy sex. last month hubby talk me into swinging with a nother couple. i didn't expect it to be any different id been faking, i could fake with someone else as easy. Something happened i got into it with the guy and had my first orgasm. i screamed. it was great. the next week i had one with hubby to. last saturday we did it again and it was even better i had three orgasms in one night since then hubby told me three times that our sex has really got better. it has i getorgams almost every time now
hubby was always good lover it was just me he always waited for me so i faked it so he could finish
the problem is that hubby told me lots of times that his pleasure was because I enjoyed it i felt guilty lying about faking it. should i tell him that i was faking it two make it better for him / i feel guilty i feel sorry i took so long to learn to orgasm. i feel i should tell him but it would prolally break his heart to think he wasnt pleasing me for 13 years.
sorry about typing why do they put the letters in the wrong places