 Re: Something's Not Right
thank you both so much...my feelings have been validated.
I have had the heart to hear with my husband over that past few days and he has swore his love for me. He swears he loves me more than anything....
....but even tho we have one of the strongest marriages I have ever seen...this has seriously made me question..I have never felt so insecure in my entire life
I totally agree that we will NEVER see that couple again and I doubt we will swing anywhere in the near future. Shit...we haven't even spoken much since the "episode" except fighting ..and he would prefer to spend the night at work tonight. I havent' been sleeping and sleeping in our bed just makes me sick ...this one episode is ruining my life.
I feel like no matter how much I tell him how terribly im hurting because of this..im the one thats the asshole for giving mixed signals. I dont' know...after 8 years of marriage and 5 years of swinging I thought we had all our "ducks in a row".....and thats not the case
our marriage is suffering..our communication is suffering...I feel dead inside
thank you all for the feedback
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