What's a size 6?
I'm a big girl, at 6'1 and 180 lbs, I know where you are comming from. I was afraid of being the one "everyone stares at", I got over that real quick at the first party we went to. We met a lot of great people and had a great time. Long as you're comfy with you....to hell with what everyone else thinks. You're in the lifestyle for you and your SO, just kick back and have fun.
Keira