[KYCpl]

Well, I have the tendency to over-analyze everything I do. For example, when we just bought a new digital camera, I had to research, research, and more research every option, user's opinions, etc until I made the decision. That's just my personality. Sometimes this is good, but in this case, it's not. We're dealing with that.

I don't consciously drill it into her. In my mind, I'm just telling her, but in reality, I've repeated it 10-15 times. Again, we're dealing with that.

As far as all the positions in porns, that's not really appealing to me and probably her. In porns, the woman is usually just a pawn to be used and abused. I think that's what she meant by not coming out of it feeling like a slut. (Please nobody take offense to that statement).

Basically, I never thought I could interrupt them if I felt uncomfortable, but I did on the first make-out session. I think I would do the same on this time, but I'm just scared that I won't and then have bad feelings afterwards. I know this would be MY fault and not her's, but I don't want either of us to have bad feelings.

Thanks for the tips on flavored condoms...never really thought about it.

I know this will probably go smoothly, with the normal awkwardness, but I just have a tendency to over-analyze and stress over the little things. Like I said earlier, we both think this could be a wonderful experience for all involved. She'll probably write some tonight with her thoughts after she gets home. All advice is appreciated and any other will be also.

KYCpl