[ALilOEverything]

I really feel for you. I strained a friendship because I really wanted to talk about it with my female friend and also since it was a part of me I didn't want to hide it. I told her I wanted it kept between us and she was really open to it and made me feel it was the right thing to do. She said she felt so good about our friendship because I could share something like this with her. Where the problem was she found the whole idea very interesting and talked to her husband about it and he found it sick and disgusting. He says we're still welcome to come over just as long as we don't proposition them but I don't feel comfortable with it. We still talk on the phone and do things on occasion but we won't be as close as we used to be.

If she made it clear to not call her home then I think I would just let it be and let her make the first move if she changes her mind.