[maldoror]

All,

I/we may post a proper introduction some other time, depending on how things progress. However, I did want to just spend the time to quickly say a quick thank-you to the regular posters on this site for, well, helping me feel a little more secure in things.

I'm currently sitting at home while my girlfriend is out meeting another guy who she's been interested in for a while. I'm not quite sure what they're up to, but have gradually been working on my own trust levels etc.--and with definite benefits to our own sex life etc. It's just one step on a road that may or may not go quite a way, but it's nervewracking nonetheless. And it's very useful to read postings from people on this site who seem otherwise fully 'normal', articulate, intelligent, sensitive people, since I'm sure we all know that the taboos on this kind of behaviour can be difficult to escape, even within our own brains (or stomachs!).

So, while I sit here and wait for her to come home--wish me luck, and thanks again for helping me feel a little less like a fool at home and more like someone looking for a more mature, pragmatic approach to providing happiness to the person he loves, and to himself...