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Originally Posted by curiousagain Maybe he figures once you "get started" you will enjoy it as much as him. |
THAT'S IT! He says that all the time!
Yes, I knew about his interest in the lifestyle before we were married, which is part of my guilt because I thought I would be able to do this one day and I haven't been able to follow through yet. Maybe I still consider us newlyweds as we have only been married 3 1/2 years. This is my second marriage but his first. We are 41 and 36.
He doesn't understand my aversion as I am a recovering sex-addict. This lifestyle should be a freakin' buffet for me, but now that I have found him, nobody else really measures up. Antonio Bandaras could come to me in nothing but a damp white towel, fresh from the shower, and although I might enjoy the view, I wouldn't feel a need to rip off the towel and ride like the Kentucky Derby. When I was nearing rock bottom, I would have jumped Jabba the Hut just to say I had done it. I have been in remission since meeting my husband. He is the ONLY man I have ever been faithful to.
This just gets more convoluted as we go. Thank all of you again...you are being so helpful.